Who I am will always reflect who you are.

"Floaties"

Good and evil, heaven and hell. It is difficult to imagine that one can experience these opposing states of existence within the same day—sometimes nearly in the same breath. I say “nearly” because it is almost as if the brain is conceptualizing an existence in which we are perpetually suspended in a single moment. In reality, energy is transference—a state of awareness of change itself.

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Numerology, the I Ching, psychology, philosophy, and theology have all taught me ways to cope with and better understand the world around me. In conjunction with my own inner design, they bridge the gaps in areas that remain indescribable.

For instance, as I go about my day, ever-changing vibes, thoughts, and attitudes wash through my vessel while my consciousness lingers on the edge between what feels normal and what feels strange. It is all vibes. It is all “he said, she said.” It is the media, the Epstein files, the bureaucracy surrounding so-called democracy and human rights—ideals that we as a people have striven, through so much suffering, to achieve.

    I see you, see me. I feel we have always been this way. I apologize for the times of blindness, for a broken heart is, and is not any fault of your own...in fact the reason is so twisted, it wouldn't be in your top 10 guesses.  Unless your like me, and I still know nothing.